Tomorrow I'd promised to Nina that we're going to Singapore 'cause she'll accompany me to buy my beanie. Do you remember ? So, tomorrow is the day. But there's something wrong that I wanna tell you. I didn't tell mama about this 'cause it have been more than 3 days I didn't talk to her. I become sulky to her 'cause of my hair. I think I'm the one who be a fallen son. Seriously, I don't know how to start talk again and laugh like before again to her. I miss every moment with her. She's my everything. I feel so empty when we're far apart although we're in the same roof. Mama, please forgive me. I'm just a normal girl who does a lot of mistakes and always have a big ego. I'm sorry mama. I love you forever until my last breath. Believe me.