Last about YOU

Sorry, I'll not talking to you anymore. You're meaningless to me right now. Our memories I'll delete from my mind. I can't stand with you. I'm disheartened with you. I sacrificed a lot of things and what I get it ? Nothing. I repeat again, nothing. You said you love me, you said you care about me, you said you miss me, but why until now on you still follow your ego ? You're such an egoistic man. You always put your anger to me and I'm the one who became your victim. Seriously, I still love you. It's almost about 1 year and 8 months we know each other. This relationship is meaningful to me but you're the one who made this meaningless. You said I'm childish. Ehh, I'm teenagers okay. I'm not adult yet. My mind always thinking like those teenagers. You want me to be mature as adult ? To think about what they're thinking ? If you are meature now, please guide me and you may not said out lout that 'I'm childish'. Come on lahh, use your brain to think. Nobody is perfect my dear. Our Prophet also not too perfect. He also made his mistakes and learned from the mistakes. I don't want to talk to you 'cause I want to be alone. I'll try to forget you. I'm not telling you that you're my enemy or what. You're such a good man and very romantic person. But your ego is too big and you uncontrolled your ego. Please, I'm very languish if you treat me like this. I can't stop thinking of you. I know you'll say 'merepek' what I'd wrote just now. It's true from my soul. Find another girl to be with you. Maybe I'm not the girl that you find before this. Thank you,

*sorry if i emotional in this post.

It's mine.


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